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Saturday, 27 January 2007

I see I still get visitors from time to time. I've made most of my posts protected, because right now I have a good deal of internal conflict. I'm still here, although infrequently. If you're interested in looking, you'll have to give me a holler.

Saturday, 10 December 2005

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

Thursday, 24 November 2005

We heard word back from the company, they won't pay for relocation. Of course, I might have said that in my previous entry. I'm unsure. At any rate, C's folks are looking into taking out a loan for us. Its not what I want. Oweing them money before I'm even out there. It bothers me. It upsets me, and to an extent sort of pisses me off. But thats neither here nor there. We're still going to try.

And to Elorah: I read in your blog where you said you think our relationship has changed. Unless you have, in your mind, decided this to be true it isn't. I've written you stuff via ICQ. Mines always on in the background. Now, I don't know if you're laptop eats it or if going between laptop and table top does stuff. I've written something about twice to three times a week. And really, I'm sorry if you think our relationship has changed. I have a feeling you've tried to will this into being b'c of telling me you're not all that fond of C, which personally I don't care one way or other. And if my lack of communication is what you're going to try to pin it on it simply isn't true. You can ask Zeta or Ez or Tonya if she were online but she's not. I live in the same town as Tonya, and I don't talk to her often. I live in the same town as Phill and I've sort of wandered off into myself. I'm looking more "in" right now than "out". and yes, I sent this *to* you before putting it up here because I figured I should but without any response I can only figure you didn't get that either. That, and you have 230.727 emails and i'm not guessing what ones I should mail you to. You can ask Eloric, who is in game, if I talk much while I'm in game. I don't. I just haven't been all that..outward. and if my turning in for downtime has offended you in some way I'd like to say I'm sorry, but I'm not really. I just need less outside stressors in general and everyone got the axe. Ez, Zeta, Shannon, Tonya...and you.

Today was kind of boring for thanksgiving. I cooked some turkey drumbsticks and had stuffing and noodles and such. We didn't go anywhere. Thats all this weekend. Birthday for Conner and C's moms house for thanksgiving on sunday.

and I still need to get on the ball to pack.

Saturday, 12 November 2005

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Okay, So I haven't posted for a while.
Is there a reason for this? Oh, well, yeah.

First of all, I really haven't got much definet or new to say. I've been slowly packing away parts of things but not really. I haven't gotten a definet answer from the Company yet as to wether or not they'll help with relocation. This could be a problem. Though I'm fairly certain that we'd find a way to get there otherwise, its just...a plus to not have to worry about sending back for my things. Our things. The stuff. And North Carolina, is kinda far away.

Work is going by fairly well, at least for now. They have relented giving me much shit over the course of the last two weeks and it makes me feel better to *be* at work since they're not up my ass yelling.

I just want to find a place that gives me peace to be there. I want to find a place that doesn't give me a headache and a heartache to go to. Conservatory has been good, but its becoming something else and I hate watching the dynamic of that place change to what it has become. I didn't like working at a factory because of all the underlying drama stories, and I liked that conservatory didn't have them. *Didn't*

I lost my housekeys yesterday. that bothers me, I think I lost them in the parking lot for Kroger but we couldn't find them and when I went back to look there wasn't anything. *sigh* I hope they turn up.

Can't really focus to put down much usefull here. I think I'm going to go sort more on the basement.

Sorry for being sort of flighty.

Put in a good word to your powers that be, see if this relocation thing will go through!

Sunday, 23 October 2005

Carole Lombard
You scored 21% grit, 9% wit, 52% flair, and 30% class!

You're a little bit of a fruitcake, but you always act out in style. You have a good sense of humor, are game for almost anything, but you like to have nice things about you and are attracted to the high life. You're stylish and modern, but you've got a few rough edges that keep you from attaining true sophistication. Your leading men include William Powell, Fredric March, and Clark Gable. Watch out for small planes.

Find out what kind of classic leading man you'd make by taking the Classic Leading Man Test.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 48% on grit

You scored higher than 4% on wit

You scored higher than 89% on flair

You scored higher than 63% on class