Thursday, 24 November 2005
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We heard word back from the company, they won't pay for relocation. Of course, I might have said that in my previous entry. I'm unsure. At any rate, C's folks are looking into taking out a loan for us. Its not what I want. Oweing them money before I'm even out there. It bothers me. It upsets me, and to an extent sort of pisses me off. But thats neither here nor there. We're still going to try.
And to Elorah: I read in your blog where you said you think our relationship has changed. Unless you have, in your mind, decided this to be true it isn't. I've written you stuff via ICQ. Mines always on in the background. Now, I don't know if you're laptop eats it or if going between laptop and table top does stuff. I've written something about twice to three times a week. And really, I'm sorry if you think our relationship has changed. I have a feeling you've tried to will this into being b'c of telling me you're not all that fond of C, which personally I don't care one way or other. And if my lack of communication is what you're going to try to pin it on it simply isn't true. You can ask Zeta or Ez or Tonya if she were online but she's not. I live in the same town as Tonya, and I don't talk to her often. I live in the same town as Phill and I've sort of wandered off into myself. I'm looking more "in" right now than "out". and yes, I sent this *to* you before putting it up here because I figured I should but without any response I can only figure you didn't get that either. That, and you have 230.727 emails and i'm not guessing what ones I should mail you to. You can ask Eloric, who is in game, if I talk much while I'm in game. I don't. I just haven't been all that..outward. and if my turning in for downtime has offended you in some way I'd like to say I'm sorry, but I'm not really. I just need less outside stressors in general and everyone got the axe. Ez, Zeta, Shannon, Tonya...and you.
Today was kind of boring for thanksgiving. I cooked some turkey drumbsticks and had stuffing and noodles and such. We didn't go anywhere. Thats all this weekend. Birthday for Conner and C's moms house for thanksgiving on sunday.
and I still need to get on the ball to pack.
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I'm sorry to hear that you'll have to take the loan, but it is ~something~ since the company won't pay. Some times when we ask for things, we do get them, just not always the way we want them. Even if it kinda sucks, it will get you to where you want to go, which is so much better than nothing.
AAAACK! I've been AXED! Eh...but I know everyone needs ME time, so I don't take it personally. I knows ya loves me, Baby, so I can give you some rope...so long as you don't throw it away. *wink*
I wouldn't mind doing something little for Holiday meals. I happen to prefer turkey legs to the whole turkery. I peel the skin back and stuff butter and herbs into slits I make in the meat before pulling the skin back up for baking. YUM! Haven't done that in awhile... As long as Mom is able, she'll keep doing the whole shebang, so I'll keep going to eat. *smile*
I love you, BTW...and C, too...He's okay, in my book. *wink* GFW
I am with GFW, if you need that time, you need that time...things are stressful enough as it is right now for you two, you don't need the outside stress of ...people like me who love you dearly, but are absolutely horrible about keeping in touch and seem to pop in and out. (And I do sincerely apologize for that.)
You take the time you need. Just keep me and the mom on the backburner 'cause you know it will always be someplace "safe" for the both of you if you decide to pull one of my tricks and run away.
Lubba you